this weekend i have been flying solo. i've been able to hang out with friends unattached or worried about coming home at a decent time to see daniel. i dont have that guilt that i would otherwise feel if i were to go out and daniel was at home. this weekend i can come and go as i feel. nobody to worry about but luthor. he's pretty simple though, gotta walk him and feed him and make sure he's a happy weiner.
last night was the beginning of my solo flight this weekend...i started off at el torito with lindsay and met up afterwards with a few friends from high school at a local bar and grill in town. that was a lot of fun. there was a lot of catching up that we did. its so weird to see how each one of our lives has changed since the last time we had drinks as we did last night. the night ended pretty early since i had to be at work at 6am. oh well....
tonite, i had a little dinner get together with some co-workers that i can actually hang with. they're the cool ones at work. the ones i can confide in and the ones i trust the most. we all see eye to eye about things, and that helps a lot in the industry we work in. so i bbq'd some salmon and chicken. mind you i've never made those before, and i must admit that i was quite impressed. they all liked it and that made me feel good. i miss having bbqs with a few friends over to just chill and hang out. those were the days in temecula. tonite really made me realize that its something i definately miss. i wish i'll have more opportunities to cook up some good eats and catch up with friends more often...after all, they are who gets me through the days at times. without them, work would be routine and boring. anyway, tonite is not quite over. one more stop with friends and a few more drinks. possibly even some stripper action. havent seen one in what seems to be years. reminds me of my single days. but hey, i am flying solo this weekend...well, up until tomorrow at 2pm at least. so tonite, i am living it up.
daniel is in vegas for a bachelor party. he's called a few times mentioning he misses me and loves me. i just hope he's having the time of his life doing whatever they're doing. go buck wild buddy! its about time...take out some of that stress tonite...do what you gotta do. release that wild beast you have shacked up in that body of yours....dont tell me you dont have one, cause damnit we all have one!!!! trust me...i know! my trust lies with you...if only you understood that. maybe one of these days before we get married you will. until then, i'll continue to give you shit about things that you think bothers me. such is life... sorry! you'll learn to catch on. there are not very many people i trust in this life, and it so happens that you are one of them....so live life buddy. you are a grown man, and i trust your judgment. you have a mind of your own and you know whats right and wrong. thats all that needs to be said about that.
you cannot love life until you love the life you live...damnit, i'm working on loving it...one of these days i'll get there and life will be grand! trust me...
