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I'm not sure where this is all stemming from. But what better way to let shit out other than a blog? For some reason, i have had many run-ins with relatives while out and about running errands and getting things done that i would not otherwise get done working a midshift at the torturous hell depot.

making my way through costco today i ran into my ninong (god father from baptism). he questioned my life as he always does every so often that we see each other. the last i saw him was this time last year at my graduation party. at that time he questioned my goals for a career. he, as godfathers are supposed to, added his 2 sense in which ended up equaling a whole dollar by the time the conversation came to an end. again, today, he did the same. he asked where i worked, where i live, how much i am paying for rent, added that young people as myself should not buy a house because we seem to be too careless to take care of it - he referring to the yard work and the like. i felt a little offended in a sense because it is a dream of mine to have a house. and who the hell is he to say that i would be too careless to take care of my yard. damnit, that's why people hire gardeners for a nominal fee. if worse came to worse, i would most certainly hire one. the conversation ended with him making note that he would like to see me succeed. that was a nice thing to say i suppose. it just sounded weird coming from him. that was my mini lecture at costco today.

next on my agenda was to run to petsmart to buy oreo more of his prescription dog food. who did i run into there, do you wonder? of all people a friend from grossmont college. was not at all surprised being that the college was just up the highway. but this guy had the hugest crush on me, and apparently still does. guys...here's a tip...an engagement ring really means she is engaged. so get over it already. stop with the sweet talk about being better than my guy. my guy is the best thing that has happened to me since sliced bread ok! seriously, if daniel was not good enough for me, i would have never said yes when he proposed. no one will ever compare to daniel...and yes, i do know that for a fact! so suck it up and find your own girl. but thanks for the compliments.

next stop the gym. i remember why now, that i dont workout at the 24 in santee. there are way too many people that i know there from my college days and my high school days. a lot of them people are all about material things. which is fine for them. but if anyone knows me, they know me to be an average gal not overly obsessed with what i have and how much i paid for it. seriously! its nice to have expensive things, but that's not all that matters to me. when you get to my age, and have been through the things i have been through, have acquired a student loan, and paying for bills - you spend your money a lot more wisely. priorities change...you'll soon learn to face it one day...maybe.

next stop...henrys. this was one of the places i did not run into anyone. thank goodness. this day almost turned out to be a trip down memory lane for me. henrys always reminds me to eat healthy. granted, they only have healthy stuff there, so there is not much else you can buy but healthy stuff...which is good. maybe this is why daniel likes to shop at trader joes. i have started a new work out routine...cardio one day and cardio and lifting the next day...will alternate every other day...to help burn the fat and get toned finally. i've got till august to get toned up...so I'm' hoping this works. am making a conscious effort to eat healthier and more often...it boosts the metabolism.

last stop...the gas station. why is it that it costs almost an arm and leg to fill my tank now...i was half tank and it cost me $40. damn. i remember when i first got my license and gas was serious $2 and come change...small change. this whole gas thing is bullshit. great way to rip us all off. and its perfect too because our public transportation out here sucks ass. you'll either get robbed or end up in a place where people will rob you. if we had better public transportation like switzerland's...i'll be down to take it. but not here...not with all you weirdos out there stalking people and victimizing them.

so i think i'm done bitching. tomorrow...hell depot starts again. damn i need a new job soon. i'll keep bitching till i find one....get used to it folks.