Today is the first day of a 2 week vacation. Ralph came in around 9 this morning. Hannah and I ran to trader joes to pick out a few things for our 5 day and 4 night Disneyland trip. We are almost all packed. We just need to pack our toiletries and cold items in a cooler.
Im terribly worried about leaving mom for a few days. She has been really dependent on me with using the restroom and helping her put her diaper on. I'm very worried that I will get a call and she will be in the hospital. I'm trying to have faith but it's hard. The kids are so excited for this trip away and I want them to enjoy. We haven't had much quality time since last April.
It's crazy to think that at the end of the month will be one year that I've been living with my mom. I'm not sure how much longer I can sustain Iiving away from my own family. I guess time will tell...
