Thursday, November 15, 2007

nervous

tomorrow is my 7th day working...and man, i am feeling it. today dragged all day...no customers to tend to, nor any problems. its was a nice day, but a very boring one. i cant even tell you what i did today because i really didnt do anything. however, i did push in some carts and thats about it, i was actually happy to do it because i didnt have a chance to go to the gym this morning...i did a some ab work and weights at home, but not a full blown workout.

for the past few weeks now, well - ever since we got back from ireland, i've been thinking about this colorado trip. i am nervous as all hell. i've never met daniel's parents. this sunday will be my first face-to-face encounter with them. have you any idea how nerve racking this is for me. i've never really had a problem with parents, most parents i meet love me on the spot. i guess this is different, because i dont ever talk to danny's parents. i've talked each of his parents once or twice...and thats all. i've been with daniel now for a year and 7 months on the 21st.

i've gotten to the point that i dont sleep at night thinking about it. there isnt anything i want more than for them to like me. its hard when you dont get a long with your in-laws. really hard. i dont ever want to be in that position. but then again, i'll only have to see them once a year for a holiday. danny says not to worry, but of course he'll say that, they're his parents. i've just come to the conclusion that they will either hate me or love me...and i'll just have to live with what they decide.

the plan for the trip is to leave about 4am sunday morning, in hopes to get there by 9pm in the evening. we are driving straight through, stopping now and again to get something to eat, take a potty break, let luthor out, and to stretch our legs...oh and gas...how can i forget the oh so expensive gas now a days. so wish me luck, because i will be needing it for sure.

trust me when i say that i will be nervous until sunday about 9pm when we finally arrive in buena vista, colorado and the young residence.....

stay tuned for the next blog, it ought to be when i am in colorado...