Today we celebrated mom's 83rd birthday. It was nice to see the grandkids. It was the first time in a year since Jackie visited mom.
Today actually started off quite horribly. Mom didn't want to wake up and get the day started. She turned it into the
usual complaints that she doesn't want to live because she has nothing to live for anymore. She
said she wants us to put her in a home so she could die. I take great offense to this because
I have been sacrificing time with my family since April 2021. I've ppractically moved in with her. Ralph hasn't been consistent with coming out every month so it's been even harder. At the end of the
day I've come to the end of my rope and it will be a matter of time before I lose my shit.