Today is my monday at work. i'm not too thrilled about going in today. i had a rough start to the day...the damn gardeners started really bright and early this morning cut the hedges around the window i sleep by. fuckers! dont they know people are still sleeping at 8am. after being rudely awaken, i got dressed and headed to the gym. the gym wasnt so bad except for the fat dude that decided to work out next to me. i really dont think fat people know they stink. granted its a gym, but this man was stanky before he even started. i cut my workout a lil short and did some strengthening exercises just so i can escape the must. note to self...workout 30 min earlier or later to avoid stank guy. having finished my workout, i came home to find out that them damn gardeners still arent finished doing the hedge work...what the fuck people. get your shit together...cut and move the fuck on.
moody already...just great. it'll make for a nice day at work today...not mention that i just started ragging...watch the fuck out you shit customers, its on. i've got that bad ass attitude today and i'm not afraid to use it. what are they gonna do fire me....ya fucking right, they cant afford to lose me. my work is so fucking desperate for workers right now, they dont give a rats ass what i say or do. granted they'll talk to me and say, hey no....lets try and keep it down, other wise good going. we've officially lost joel at the desk...and again we're down to 3. i seriously cant wait till ireland...them bitches are gonna be fucked with just 2 people. best part is i dont give a shit...its about time they see what kind of clusterfuck they're gonna be in. my mission after ireland...find a new job. a job that is monday through friday. i dont care much about the hours, but monday to friday is key for me.
i'm tired of not having enough danny time. for the past couple of months its been at its absolute minimum. i come home, chill for a couple of hours on the couch, then its off to bed...seriously, when we're only getting a few hours of quality time together, the work load has got to change. i almost feel i'm losing touch with him, that i dont know whats going on, that i dont know who he is. why...because i see him for a few hours, the other hours are spent in dream land apart. so that doesnt help me much. i'd like to be able to come home, have a nice dinner watch a movie together, walk the dog, laugh and live and just chill. the good old days before i was working. those were the best.
so we have a little less than 2 weeks to go before ireland. i cant wait. i need the vacation. more desperately than i thought. it'll be nice to be on your own time, ya know. be able to wake up and just mosey around a foreign town. it'll be so much fun.
the wedding has come to a slow slow slow process now. i havent done anything as of yet. i've been lazy...actually i just dont feel like dealing with it yet. it can very stressful to think about. okay it is stressful to think about.
well...happy monday to me...
