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Where do i begin? I've been meaning to write a blog on this spot for a while now. a lot has happened in the past couple of weeks. lets begin with the infamous workplace. yes, the hell hole that pays my bills. it is quite a hell hole. no one understands that until they've been drawn in and suffered what it has to offer...which is not much. this past week, i lost a friend of mine at the desk. she really was an anchor for me there because she knew just about everything and anything. which was fantastic because i can alway turn to her for help. during the down time (god forbid we have down time), we would shoot the shit. talk about how much we hated work, how management was a bunch of hyprocrits, and how our pay was so shitty. but seriously we do a lot of work, for so little pay...its almost like working in a sweatshop, minus the sewing machines and loads of shit to sew. funny thing, management asked me to take over my supervisors position. i know that i will excell at it, just because i know i'm a hard worker and i make sure things get done. but is all the stress and bullshit going to be worth it? i havent to know. afterall, it is a step up in the company. i've done nothing but move forward since i got hired. if only they paid me more...if only. but being that work is stingy with raises, i have a feeling it will not be worth it. but know deep down that i should do it for the work experience. it would look awesome on my resume...thats for sure. ahh fuck it, i'm gonna persue it for what its worth.
from the looks of things, work has really been changing in and out. they've fired a couple of people and have shifted a lot of people around. a lot of the dh's are moving around to gain experience in fields they lack so they can persue a career as an asm. good luck to you people. a shout out to yul, congrats buddy for making head cashier. thats a step up yo! if you need help or have questions dont hesitate to ask. i'm here for you.

wedding planning is definately well on its way. a lot of the planning is done. need a florist and a cake. invites will be easy. the gown i hope will be easy...and its done. not a lot to do. definately knocked out a lot in the past 2 months. which i am thankful for, cause its less shit to do later. now all we's got to do is wait till next year. ahhh.... danny has been pretty excited about things, i think. well it appears. its hard to tell with him. he doesnt show a lot of emotion about it. i guess it hasnt hit or he's keeping it in. but whatever it is, it shows every now and again. guess we'll have to see who has tears in their eyes first on the big day. dont worry honey, i'll bring a tissue for you.

the ireland trip is about 4 weeks away. we're excited kinda...it hasnt hit yet. but it will when we're driving up to LAX or when we're on that nonstop plane ride to ireland. its gonna be fun. a whole new place, brand new things to see, a different culture to experience. it'll be great. i'm gonna really need that vacation after whats going on here.

well,thats all my blabbing this time around. hopefully i'll have more exciting shit to share the next time.

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its been a long while since i've last posted. its sad because not a lot has really happened between the last post and this here. i've been lazy is all. its the hours at work that creates the highest peak of laziness with me. apparently i was chosen somehow to do most the closing shifts at work, which i am not to fond of. i hate closing. if i'm not closing my shift ends at 8pm, which is pretty damn near closing. i am the queen of shit shifts at my work. i dont know how the others got the morning schedules favored to them and i got these. as they say, its who you side with at work that makes all the differences, and that is damn true. i'm not an ass kisser. my promotions have been truley deserved becuase of my hard work and not my ability to kiss someone's ass. eh fuck it, i have to tough it out till after the colorado trip before i can move on to bigger and better things. i cannot wait. funny thing is, there's been talk to train me as supervisor...ha....see how long that takes. i'm worried about the promotion...its almost guaranteed.

the wedding planning is going pretty smooth. i've got to book a florist, decide on a cake, shop for my dress, the tuxedos, and the invites and it'll be pretty much done. florist will be easy. cake will not be that hard. the dress will be a bitch to shop for. the tuxedos are even easier. the invites will be the cheapest. no big deal. i've got most the big stuff out of the way. the only thing we're dreading is probably the catholic classes we have to take. oh well. it'll be worth it in the end.

daniel and i are making the best out of the summer. we've been able to explore the socal beaches. its been pretty neat going to and seeing them all. each beach seems to hold a different 'feel' to it. some are family oriented while others are complete 'meat markets.' its amazing to see the differences - being that these beaches are rather close to each other.

at the end of august we've got an ireland trip set up. i think its gonna be great. its our first big trip together out of town and out of country. a whole new atmosphere awaits us. we're both excited about it. i dont think it has hit us quite yet, but it will. we'll have a lot of time to visit around the west side of the country. most importantly, we'll be able to attend mike's wedding.

this is all for now....